I really didn't want to mix topics here, but recent awesome-nosity in the new relationship department is causing some SERIOUS writer's block on this end.
It is VERY hard to write about the tumultuous crap that The Ex has put me through when I am on Cloud-9 with The Boyfriend. You would think that such a stark difference between the two would send me reeling with tons of new material to regale you with. Unfortunately, that is just not the case.
Maybe it's the holiday season that has put me in such a fibbity-fabulous mood that I can't be bothered to drudge up the past and relive that dark time right now. It is true that angst and sadness are the best muses, and my dark muse is LONG gone at the moment.
So, until that shadow comes wandering back in, I'll hold off on updating. This journal is meant to be a true account of the roller-coaster that was the last 5 years of my life, and I don't want to let anything muddle that up.
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2 comments:
you don't want to muddle things up? this is life sweetheart!
Three things I noticed from reading your blog:
1)You get up way too early, especially for someone who doesn't have children.
2) You use fun words, sometimes there made up, sometimes I dont know what they mean but they sound good, you should be a columnist or something.
3) You are very strong and I admire your ability to stand up for what you feel is right for your life. Plenty of women woulda just went ahead and got married cuz they were too afraid to make such a huge change (hence the divorce rate)But you Bee, were brave enought to stop the charades before it went further or you had kids or something,and for that I say: Bravo my friend. Oh and you totally deserve to be happy for your new relationship. Hopefully he will move on eventually and you wont have to worry about the guilt trips and past anymore.
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